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Anna closed her eyes for a bit. She stood still and thought about her life. What was it? What made her so angry, so sorrowful and so passionate? What gave her the motivation or reason for what she has done? It was him. She could not deny the truth anymore. It was Kim who taught her the hatred. Without hatred, she could not live. She could not love life, if Kim had not told her about hatred. After all, when there is a man who is so imperious and dictative, how can one not love him? When there is a man who had raped a girl, how can she give her heart to somebody else? Anna could not.

*
Again, Anna was crying. She could not believe how horribly shameless he was. There was no hope in her life. After the night in the Gobi desert, her life was destroyed. Although she was working for the abused women for many years, she had never released her own trauma yet. While she was weeping, Kim opened his mouth.
"I have the last request for you."
Last request? Since when he has gentlely requested her to do anything? He had grabbed her fragile wrist and abused her for such a terrible greed. She did not understand. She did not even want to respond to him. There was no worth in doing that.
"Please don't forgive me. Please don't- please hate me, hate me with all your passion and might, until the day of your death."

*

It was a brick; a red brick.